It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We...– Diary, Chuck Palahniuk (via sealegslegssea)
i’m glad i have something to celebrate now, rather than feeling the need to mourn that whole day. it’s like a gift from you, like a reward for surviving a year without you. and while there will always be sadness in the approach, knowing there will be joy and life to celebrate makes it better. a bittersweet memento, in a way. of what’s important. i’m glad i can make...
my chest feels heavy heavy heavy. one year and i’m still missing you, even though you’re in a better place. no more suffering, no more pain. no tears yet, but there’s a cloud over my head, an iron pressing on my heart. we’ve lost such a precious gift. but your love remains, and that’s the important part.